OK i am going to switch to LJ. I CANT STAND BS already, fucking sian,BYE!

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Why do I got a very bad sense that I am losing my old friend.... I am missing my old friend but why aren't she missing me ? yes ? no ? Life isnt longer as complete without you

yesterday.. Bugis to change his pants & collecting cert @ PSB.. and we'd subway, healthy he said.. Did enrolment for may intake too.. today tamp with angelina,:) next time with yingting kay. lols. hmm , had ajisen, yes I kinda regret cos I got really full after that. tsk. anyway, catch up soon(:

work over this few days is kinda more busier which of cos I love to max:) it seems to be less dead & more alive ^ ^ hoping for more...


Above from Jo, Amy& YY. Thank you guys.<3





From Angelina & woola! Thank YOU for the hard work! and I definitely LOVE the RED EARTH!



My CUTEST B B went for his shaving yesterday.
He seems to have a blister on his tiny feet):
Get it heal real soon my mr sunshine<3

Our *4th year

not surprisingly, I spent our 3/4 day at work. I can deny I dragged work... most of the times, if werent for the non politcal coll, ang mo bosses, super nice superior, lunch in or out kakis & lovable joliang, I would have left this part time job like *&^%$#@ ago. Of course I understand the meaning of having wow people around makes work really easier.

Back to our 4th year... it was, great! I love! xd. yes it was simple dimple dinner over @ aston, it was just simple give exchanged. ( I got him his I mean) you know LAH guys... But am not gona be demanding anymore, really. cos least I knew he made the efforts for my bday & the valentines' & that's enough to me, for the time being :D we talked about the past, my past (I usually don't enjoy talking bout it though) but he forced me, without wanting to be angry those kind... and we talked about the future... it was indeed a heart to the heart kinda "chat room" something I can't stop... feeling warm about.(:



















As for valentines
were both quite quarrelsome for the entire day, what a damn day to be quarrelling, isn't it, but yes man. . hahaha, anyway we met up as early as the birds starts to chip... to delifrance for our buffet breakfast, come to think of it its not THAT bad, but it's rather narrow range of selection.. Still, experience..

afterwhich we initially wanted to fly a kite, which I already got it with me at pasir ris but intend to change plan for which f.u.c.k I don't know, we ended up riding to pasir ris instead of walking at almost a distance of 3KM, maybe lesser or more, I hardly recall... There's this bicycle kiosk at around tamp area, the one you get easily routed to pasir ris and rented the bikes... it was a good sweat after those breakfast but the sun& all were pretty scorching. burning like fire man. . after all we got back & etc, cabbed home got a shiok shower , had a 30mins or 60 nap and there I go again to his place, slack & dinner @ 85... Saw Zinnie. hehe. and yes, apparently we were fine, but after that we broke down to a super bad commotion. you never wana recall. stupid shit man. whatever, went to his place instead... after that we were at least cuddling to bed.. and that is our valentines'... simple, quarrelsome and demanding(ME) now I learned not to be demanding REALLY..







ok that is ALL.

I love you my 4years boyfriend!

4th valentines

















very lousy NTU or whichever "florist", no joke.
not an wow wow valentines as compared to last previous & previous,
nevertheless thank you.
tomorrow will be better,
this I promise you(:

It's 13th , the friday.. long anticipating towards this... friday, Husky Retro Night. Yes, our D&D.. it was amazing, you see most people coming in with their decades costumes, rented ones. it was a blast... seriously, millions of credits to our committee, and of cos that awesome MC.. i forgot his name though. quite hot. QUITE.

lazy to eleborate what happened before that though.. but yes I remember I've got work till 3pm, home & prepare etc over to Rendezvoo hotel. Lucky I'm bright enough to ring up Eric, to fetch me from Lavander, if not I would have be late...




















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ps: Finally i've come in terms with "facebook IS QUITE amazing" :P

See, I told you my 3rd trip over to Bugis IS coming. . CAME I mean, was yesterday with Zinnie... it was, NOTHING! yes I got myself a good damn it NOTHING!? aye. waste my time, but nvm lah, least I spent time with ZZZZZZIIIIINNNNNIIIEEE:) lol.
and today after work 85 with Zinnie Huifen& Huiyi. xD it was perfect!, everyone got very engaged in those topics exchanged. nice one. shall hang out pretty soon ladies.

Miss my boyfriend... see you on Saturday:)

(Drafted on 8feb, sunday.)
(incase my memory insist on failing the very detailed of everything happened before & on my 19th.)

Friday 6th

Suntec with the girls over to NYNY to celebrate my advance bday. :) Great catching up... :) hehe. and like any others, they got me this not say very tiny cake. Thank you all lovely. :)






































( focused on that kkkkiiitttty mousefrom that lovely shevone)




(Pretty customized HP from suntec Singyee:D)


(BOdyshop from SHE - Shirui HAN Diana)

Saturday 7th

All the hard core "planning" over to the pub was ALMOST 99.9 % reduced to nothingness. it was almost a normal usual mundane evening. BUT something hung it there... and we went ahead with it, and to my wonderful surprise, it was still as good, not like I tried to imagine.... Well, I forced Zinnie not to get me a cake.. seriously forced, cos I didnt wanted to be the limelight, no not true, I didnt wanted to get involved in those... aye, very paiseh.. just felt very shy ETC.., even though I know the feelings were practically unexplainable..(a good one I mean) but without a cake doesnt make me felt less lime-d. lol.















(favourite honey from Zinnie)


















(JB BIG moo-moo from John&Zikun)




(Focused on the crystal chain from Clarence, ahbee)


(Brown Bear in very chio box-from dajie Cindy)





(and yes, I didnt get any drunk at all, first time though.. hahaha.. I didnt even got myself a chance to snap a pic of all.. what a pity but well.. these moments are penetrated deeply in me, my heart le:) It's gona be with me like super glue. ^_^)




EDITED, 10FEB 2009, 9:07PM


9feb2009-
Bugis Swensons with Cecilia
Thank you sissy for making the efforts, :D and the mango mooou-se? I think so(:











XIE XIE NI!

10feb2009-
Oh well, happy birthday, to ME !

hehehehehehexD

before the minutes strike 12AM, i received it from afew, people like...
Titan 09/o2- 8:59PM - Happy Birthday Apple! =D
ME: Thanks alot! but wish me tmr kay!
Titan: I want be the first ma, you so important leh.. An apple a day keeps the doctor away, plus you apple of my eye, so I must be first..

Hong eh? lol, but yes brother! thanks a zillion shyte! we gona hang out like SOOO-n? :)

messages started rolling in.... woooO! Angelina, Zinie, Amelyn, Huiyi, Leonard, Willson, Crystal, Cecilia, Huai Dan, Baby

And the following daylight, Rainee aunty, Cyndi aunty, Henry bro, Cindy, Alex my bro, Cousin Jingjia, Lynnette, Huifen(CALLED!) (I was really shocked girl,THANKS!), Peiyan, Jermayne, Jerron, Charlotte, Cousin Mong, Jane ong, Shevone, Joyce, Cousin Jimmy, Grandma, Mom, Dad, Aunty

And on MSN, FRIENDSTER & FACEBOOK.. Nicholas, Irawan, Valerie, Su, Audrey, Meiqi, Amelyn, Alex, Herman, Joyce cousin, Daniel, Winnietay, Weileang, Jacky, Marigold, Shirui, Louise, Jetso

- I love you all guys! Thank you all. Sincerely.
I receive most presents this year... hehe..
I will not forget those birthdays that wished me, those who gave me a present, a blast cos you know I will do it the same way like you did it for me. This I promise.. :)

Coming up presents for John on 7th March & Cindy 4th April.



AND FINALLY... my dearest Jerrome.... woke me up pretty early at 8AM.. he asked me to follow his itinerary... so I did, lol, breakfast at this erm toast box, actually not so recommended cos aye,, btw we went bugis, (for my second time of the week, 3rd its on its way) erm and watched.. Underworld: Rise of Lycans. Good catch(: Shopped got heels from Charles& keith, he shopped for pants.. and yessa, we took neoprints! that's like... erm, 3 years ago when I was 16, we took on this particular 10 feb, and now 3 years later, 19 on this date.. Significant enough ba?? :D and his NEXT thing was to head his place for pizzas we ordered. . he asked me up his bed.. and and and i saw this red thing, was pretty surprised, shocked? and he opened up to be a ring encraved with our names.. he repeatedly emphasized on how long he waited for the entire doing... hee hee, thank you dearie. and a stawberry cake he got me.. <3















Thanks alot boyfriend, :)



bedok 123 with my mommy aftermath, heehee tq mummy for the HB.<3

It's finally determinable which bunch of people will stood by you in need of time, which will not. You need not have to know them for decades yet there's this special thing you may have been mermemized with strongly to realise that they are indeed the bunch of steady people, no matter which day & venue even time , a phone call and there they will be....

Thank you all zinie, cindy, john, zikun, clarence, edwin, xueli, daniel you are my kind of brothers I would like to have eternity. really.. >3

Don't assume my disappointment, naivety is no less than yours. you could cruelly conclude such worse than wordless conclusion , really makes me ponder what was that decades & 10 years kinda friendship we endlessly repeatedly mentioned was literally about. Don't you see people quarrelling and perhaps with it strengthens the bonding of the relationships & undestanding? why are you so soon defeated to oh you wana end the entire decades thing, where had all your sportsmanship spirits ran to? disappear? lost in jungle or drown? Of every quarrels, don't we all learnt a lesson? Don't we all know what to look out for in the near future or don't we all apply on something elses or another person when possible? Don't it soon make us more wiser and careful in whichever ? I seriously do not feel less than you are.

of course its never easy to accomodate and please and then ensure everyone of us is of the similiar mind set and then ..... basically everything. okie I do not know what the hell am I typinG. fuck man?

the mighty girlfriends, always shall be

When life gets to its lowest, you lost touch with whatever might be the piority


I couldnt even weigh the intensity of what I was literally feeling from waking till then.. Yet another.. I was careless enough to lost my fucking new left lens, you know how pissed was I to be this.. screwed, I was almost running late by then, plus the swelling eyes makes me even wana give up work more, for today I mean Anyway lets forget about the damn it morning. . I know I can't stop complaining... It seems to be a pretty slow yet quite speedy week, it seems like this week isn't my kinda days I am yet experiencing the highest peak of happiness.. I thought I might be looking forward for nineteen, but come to think of it, it may just be another day if the cash isnt starting to flow soon. . like what Sky told me once, money makes the world goes round I wasnt as agreeable till today.

Ignore my recollection of thoughts



I do still have a bunch of oldies that still hang out with me, people like mazin, crystie, caili& those on of meet up(s) with operians, i am still feeling fortunate having them with me... but people whom i am so much closer with, charlotte, moves away further than i could ever imagine, i opened up the box whereby i kept all my you know diaries we call them, the letters that we exchanged during occasions & those on off short notes or letters we may passed each other as & when kind, i read & allow my fingertips ran through each& every pieces of them, only to have memories flashed back inline like.. a uncontrollable time machine.. but all the nice thing came to a complete byebye, full stop when i realise you are no longer the charlotte i once knew, i once love i once thought you cherish me, like no matter what & blabla, what a huge disappointment i must acknowledge.. well, what more can I say, people grow every day, and.. change like every seconds, so what is the memories about or rather who would ever still care about.. the.. woolala, friends forever this kinda shite, i think its totally.. forever is sucha deceiving word, fuck, yesla. or maybe i cannot blame anyone elses or anything but myself for taking up this friends thing mcuh more serious than anyone else like maybe you, you or he she them, therefore i may get more affected than anyone elses, everyone is meeting new friends so why are you very sure that he or she still remember you as a what? best friend? you bull shit & dream on. I.. guess i done my very huge part in trying to play the best for you charlotte but seems that you are yet...moving.

So..Zinnie& I super healthy yesterday. We.. went to salon, she I mean, afterwhich to her place, then from there we walked to east coast, HELLO!? east coast OKAY! I couldn't imagine I got there. lol. was a nice thing. perfect strollings. :) yay. burnt fats. haha. okay from there to.. east coast lagoon hawker, had our dinner and then... wealked from there till bus stop, I know that's pretty common, but still... WALKINGS, yes I love very muchxD

And today..starting of the week..monday isn't as blue, lucky shit. If not this week would have been quite f___ed up. Collected the lens, and.. dinner with Baby.

That;s all folks-ie.

Weekends are always awesome even if... you got nothing on, cos you know weekends, those weekends feelings.. how should I describe it.. AWW~ my weekends this week is good.. yes because I got Baby here.. next was.. NOT COS I DIDNT WIN. nbnbnb. I hope I win soon. I stayed over again, and they sent me home the next morning... and so today, I slept 2hours! yay. full of energy, xd Meeting zinnie. Been like ONE DAMN WEEK YOU WENT MISSING IN ACTION.

Collected my Lg ice cream in white yesterday. icecreamy, I love! :) it was my second own purchased mobilexD







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if only all moments are weekends alike, wannabe cos life would have been almost perfect, with just you and the... happiness around...<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear JERROME

Thursday... was my treat over to this steamboat place @ Bugis, it is air conditioned, I mean you can actually chose to pay a dollar less to seat outdoor or the opposite for in door. so what's the big deal isn;t it, who won't prefer a.. cold-er place? ha. food were average, maybe because we had too much STEAMboat over the days.. & that's the reason to the.. usual ingredients. We watched Brides' War.. its a must watch movie actually, Cos they... literally allows you to.. relate everything to reality and that must be a purpose of a movie, right? no?YES! I got my boyfriend a .. Dickies bag, from 77th, a nike bottle, a mango delight, a bag of goodies, a shuddle, a glass lime, a card & MY MONEY! all the money spent IN THERE. TSK. it was quite a huge spent. . BUT.. it's a worth spent. (:

And finally nineteen at Kuishinbo, with his family... they served really great food(s) but expensive enough... but it's an experience.
"Dong Dong Dong we are KUiSHIN BO , SUNTEC CITY LEVEL THREEEEEE . ."

go and try it, it's wonderland.<3




























Birthday boyfriend,
I hope you had a blast:)